insane in the membrane...

yesterday afternoon as we were clearing out more stuff from our house...yes, it is endless...i quickly bent down to scoop midge into the cat carrier and whammed my knee on the hard oak doorframe. it hurt like...well, i won't repeat the expletives that came out of my mouth...but it hurt enough for tears to come to my eyes. and then. out of the blue. a flood of tears and wailing erupted. i'm sure jay thought i'd broken something. through my crying i said...i'm...o...k...and then started laughing because it was absurd that i was crying so hard. and then continued to wail.

~not sure what's going on but man did it feel good to let it all out!